EI033N | text | Night 042

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[ EI033N | TEXT | NIGHT 042 ]

TRAITORS
INTERLOPERS
SLAUGHTERERS OF EKIS KIN
WE TAKE BACK WHAT WAS STOLEN
BLOOD PAID IN BLOOD
AS MANY TIMES AS IT TAKES

[ Please refer to the related event post for more details. ]

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[solitarysoul]

It was my fault.

[It wasn't, and even the few times it was really his fault someone in one of his units died the blame could still be laid on the Eastern Union and how they handled their military.]

They're dead because of me. Kids are dead because of me. And I did it more than once.

I don't deserve sympathy. I don't want to think about it. I just want to make sure this place is safe from the boars.

[somethingintangible]

[ Maddy is quiet. His trauma outstrips the kind of issues she's accustomed to dealing with, and Maddy thinks, not for the first time or even the hundred and first time, that she's in over her head here. Out of her depth.

She feels lost and unsure how to help. She doesn't know if pushing him to talk about it is right, but letting him keep avoiding it doesn't seem right either.

A lump forms in Maddy's throat. She reaches out and grabs his hand, and squeezes. He's gone through so much. So has she... but not like he has. As much as she's experienced in her young life, it can't compared to what he's been asked to do. The magnitude of what's been put upon him.

She takes a deep breath. ]

This place is safe from boars, at least for now. Thanks to you.

[solitarysoul]

[He lets her take his hand, but doesn't squeeze back. Not flinching away, though, is either a sign that he's very tired or that he'll accept her touching him.]

...for now.

[He closes his eyes and takes a deep breath.]

We should try to rest. Get some sleep.

[somethingintangible]

[ Maddy feels so lost. She wishes she could help him more, but she doesn't know how. Any of the advice she'd usually give feels woefully underprepared for his situation.

So, just because for once she doesn't know what to say, Maddy agrees. ]

Okay. [ She nods. ] Do we, like, take turns sleeping?

[solitarysoul]

Its safest to sleep in shifts. I can take first watch if you want.

[He is very tired, but he's so emotionally shut down he barely realizes it.]

[somethingintangible]

No. It's okay, Levi. I'll take the first shift. You get some sleep.

[solitarysoul]

...are you sure?

[Its probably safer right now, since they just fixed up things. It made more sense for her to stay up if he wanted to protect her. But he doesn't want to put her out if she's tired.]

[somethingintangible]

Yeah. Don't worry about it. Get some sleep.

[ Maddy gives him a small smile, hoping it's encouraging. She picks a station where she can easily see movement or somebody coming. At least the weather is clear and the moon is bright, making it easier to see at night. ]

If anything happens, I'll wake you up, okay? Promise.

[ She means that. She won't try to fight any advancing hoards on her own.

But since she doesn't know what to say to help, the least she can do is let him rest for a little bit. Besides, he's been doing all of the hard work. He's probably more tired than she is. ]

[solitarysoul]

Okay. I, um, I probably won't sleep long. I'll let you know when I wake up.

[He feels like he should offer her a smile or something, but he just doesn't have it in it. So he just nods and heads to bed.]

[somethingintangible]

Okay. Goodnight, Levi.

[ She'll just be here until whenever he does wake up, or when something happens that makes her need to wake him up. ]