Then why'd you do that?! YOU DUMB BITCH!!! If you're afraid he would do something like that, why would you go and die? We could have fended them off! Probably. We could have tried...!
[ She understands how brave what Randvi did was, but it also hurt for her, and Levi Jr, and the others, to be left without her.
And it is terrifying for Maddy to be fighting the boars. She thought the boar beating eaten by the crabs would be the most fucked up thing she'd ever see in her life. She could not have been more wrong. She'd been in fights before, sure, but she'd never lunged at a living creature with the intent to kill it if she had to before.
Thinking about it makes her feel like her brain is shaking on the inside, so she just tries not to think about it. Levi needs help. He can do this all on his own. And Randvi...
Randvi's death improved the conditions. Maddy can't deny that. And what Randvi did was very brave!
But fuck!!! What if she hadn't come back??? ]
It's not fair. How come all these weirdos are so convinced we know about all this shit we're not even part of? Like, we didn't ask to be here either. Why can't they leave us alone?
[ She's thinking both of Eki and that freak in the cabin, who from Maddy's perspective, threatened her personally. ]
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[ She understands how brave what Randvi did was, but it also hurt for her, and Levi Jr, and the others, to be left without her.
And it is terrifying for Maddy to be fighting the boars. She thought the boar beating eaten by the crabs would be the most fucked up thing she'd ever see in her life. She could not have been more wrong. She'd been in fights before, sure, but she'd never lunged at a living creature with the intent to kill it if she had to before.
Thinking about it makes her feel like her brain is shaking on the inside, so she just tries not to think about it. Levi needs help. He can do this all on his own. And Randvi...
Randvi's death improved the conditions. Maddy can't deny that. And what Randvi did was very brave!
But fuck!!! What if she hadn't come back??? ]
It's not fair. How come all these weirdos are so convinced we know about all this shit we're not even part of? Like, we didn't ask to be here either. Why can't they leave us alone?
[ She's thinking both of Eki and that freak in the cabin, who from Maddy's perspective, threatened her personally. ]